I believe that happiness is when

you have that day where you realize how ugly you look, how much weight you have gained, how much sleep you did not get, how you left all the important things at home, how you have that class that none of your friends are in, how you miss someone so much your heart aches, how you meant to eat but couldn’t because you suck at managing your time, and its just that day that everything hits you all at once and you just feel like the world is turning against you.

but you still are head-over-heels in love with that day. For me, that is when I know I still have joy in my heart. Pain is okay because it reminds you that you are still fortunate enough to be living on this beautiful earth.

And that is what I think happiness was meant to be.